amyisasnorlax

I can't stop thinking about you.

This semester went by really quickly. I passed with 100's. And I was called a nerd because my face was in the books nonstop once again. Oh well.
Tuition is going to be hard to pay for next semester. But I have help. Even though it's going to kill my sanity, I'll get through it. I'm almost done. Thank Kami.
I'm finally rebuilding bridges with people that were once truly and deeply important to me. It's taking off so much weight off my shoulders knowing that they're okay, that they're healthy, and that they're happy.
I'm still waiting for an apology. You know what you did. And i know you want to work this out. Because I know I'm the best you'll ever fucking get.
Everything is building up though. Everything that was once broken, is finally coming back together. My dad and I are okay. My mom and I are getting closer. I'm okay with myself. I'm okay with the friends I have. They are positive people, and when they aren't I pick their asses up as high as I can, because I know that's exactly what they would do for me.
Everything is cool, and I plan on keeping it that way.

School's great.
New classroom. New teacher. New things to (re)learn.
Of course second week in, and I have a cold.
Taking loads of medicine and cough drops and getting my homework done.
I need to do something. I need to stop touching my hair.
I need to let it grow.
K bye.

I'm on my summer break.
I go back the 24th of May.
And let's just say....this little break has been quite interesting. Bars. Alcohol. Driving in Lafayette at three in the morning. Dubstep Night at JP's. Crawling in your bed. Kissing your cheek goodbye.
I'm crushing. HARD. And I don't know how to feel about any of this.
And these are my last few days of being a teenager.
So much for those years.
Let's make these last days count.

And finally getting over that cold.
I can finally go back to school. I miss those girls. I miss doing a shit load of nothing in class.
I miss having a reason to wake up in the morning.
Oh, and life's great.<3